amusion

As you will see by reading my blogs, i am very amused by the world around me. I think this amusion (dont think its a real word), all sprouts from my early high school years, when i was fascinated by happiness and how to get happiness. I thought, like i have over a thousand times, i had figured out the exact meaning of the universe and my life when i realized that (as i think the great philosopher sheryl crow has said) Its not having what you want its wanting what you got. Like if you allow yourself to see the beauty in the small things the things you have the natural things and be content with these things you will find happiness. If you can get yourself to find ammusement in your everyday or (for me at that time) academics it will make your life much easier, happier, better. This outlook was very beneficial for me and i saw how easy it was to control your mind and how much you could make yourself feel something. I allways had a friend that said feelings just are, you cant change them. This is probally true to some point, but he lived his life by animalistically following his feelings, "not a life worth living" as socrates would say. Anyways this theory of amusion has led me to become fascinated with the nature of humans, what we really need to survive, why we are happy when we are.....etc... Im pretty much obsessed with finding out things that relate to that. That is probally why i like the idea of bretharianism so much........see next blog